RomanceOfLOVE

2010-03-22T17:23:00.001+08:00

when things are gone, & you wanted to cherish. tat will be too late.
i'll be closing down tis blog soon.

2010-02-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

alrite! back to blog. ytd went to baby's hurs do project. last min work. haf to pass up on wed de. just 6days to do it. reali hate last min work. do till 7plus den baby send me to whampoa buy food for them 2 eat, den back hm. baby fell aslp went i bath sia. sad. i now can't slp without baby's msg sia. die liao. okay. talk abt today, went goat farm& fish farm. went back hm from kranji. baby acc. me hm. den i acc. him back hm if not he like santa clause. lols. den went to work. jux got back hm. OMG. i miss baby! haha.

2010-02-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

time to post, ytd went to school den back hm. baby went tobuy sth without telling me. den came down to fetch me downstairs my hurs. he went to buy rose for me. valentines' present. after tat we went to bugis, buy a 3/4 'jeans' den went to baby hurs awhile. den baby wanted to bring me to some where near esplanade. but, e chingay spoil everything. but, its still okay, we're at some where at the s'pore flyer he never been so romantic. reali, ytd i'm very happy. thanks boy. 1stly, rose den bringing me to some where reali suitable for couples. everything reali changed alot better now.
TODAY, went to baby's hurs after school. baby send me hm after tat, once i reached hm, i was too tired to even moved, i slept at the sofa. waked up eat den ask baby come find me, den we go play lan. after tat went to eat& back to baby hurs, look for his mummy. den went to c the chingay parade again. i saw a guy covering his ears when the loud loud pop was heard, baby& i went off half way thru was very tired, watched tv& here i am blogging. i'm very tired le. will update soon. (:

2010-02-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

alrite, gonna update as baby say so. (: i'm so super duper tired wen i reach hm. & i haf to go work. can you imagine? but no choice, going new year soon. valentines' day will be new year's 1st day. can't celebrate with baby liao. sad. baby& I made promise liao. gonna be sweet like e past again& again&again. haha. baby quit smoking liao. so happy okay! haha!

2010-01-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

okay, after 2weeks of school, i think, i've to update abit. (:
got into same class as baby, so everyday:- sit tgt, work tgt.
& i mean work okay. reali study. (:
everyday eat mentos mint.
haf to buy it everyday @ the co-op.
our daily routine; go school; everyday we'll wait for each other,
one will always be later den the other. lols!
after school baby will accompany me hm den accompany him hm&&
head down to bugis&& play aracde. lols!! alright, i gtg meet baby le. (:

2010-01-08T00:34:00.003+08:00

met baby @ bugis today. wanted to eat kway chup but, dun haf. ):
den went to buy shoes.
baby wear girl shoes sia. i show you. (:

den to iluma, play alot game, change alot money.
den botak& vivian come meet us.
baby& i spend alot money sia. ):
but, win alot money also. very happy! (:
baby like siao kia like tat, jump here jump tare. lols!

2010-01-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

so, gonna update things abt new year eve.
went to meet baby in the afternoon.
went over to iluma to play arcade with baby,
met apple, botak, vivian& stella.
4got wat reali happen le.
went to esplanade wanted to go marina square de.
but too many ppl liao& yes, as wat i predicted; fight. lols!
alot of road blocks.
so no choice watch it at the field some where near esplanade.
after tat went to eat @ brash barsah tat side.
went to fusion till around 4+ den went hm.
TODAY.
went to meet baby den go down bugis eat.
i nowadays like to eat kway chup sia, keep eat. lols!
went iluma play like mad again. everyday same routine.
baby's starting school tml. ):
alright, i'm gonna end now.
i feel like eating kway chup now. (:
baby sure say me de. keep eat the same thing. lols!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-26T02:00:00.002+08:00

went to meet baby in the morning& went beach rd eat.
to bugis next, its so filled with people la! they're so stupid okay.
cross the road while there're so many people.
den, ping guo came to meet us. went to eat,
play arcade while playing photo hunt with baby,
i saw, yeeting, wenbei& carmen! wenbei tapped me, i tot who!
i wanted to shout at them liao! lols!
after tat stella came, baby went to play billiard with ping guo.
botak came with vivian after tat.
den went down to parklane met andy&& jackie(?) idk his name.
den went to eat liao le walk to scissors curry rice tare take bus.
baby very qun lao okay. he pei wo walk le den go hm.
i missed a bus okay!
cos i geh kiang say wan buy drink den bus run away! haha!
reach home saw a fish tank& alot of dead fish corpse in the bin! lols!
den i rmb mum brought them out today.
went for fish spa, but i didn't go, cos i don't feel like.
i told baby i wanted to go catch fish also! hehe!
he ask me where is it. but idk. lols!
i think baby will bring me tare de! (:
okay need to get to sleep soon! need to wake up tml.
perhaps will be taking alot of photos tml. (:

2009-12-19T02:17:00.002+08:00

went to get results in the morning..
get a very bad marks.
anw, after tat, went back hm get changed den
went down bugis with siblings to meet baby.
went play arcade with them, den to OG bought toys for them.
&& to ps bought my things, while baby bring bro to mac to eat. (:
got very angry with the sales girl.
told me alot bullshit, counted wrongly still talk so loud.
we went to central after tat. saw them make the sweet.
bought 2packet, but 1 was drop all over the floor while i open it.
it was bro's i was very guilty okay.
i will buy 1more packet for him back again, promised!
bought a pair of shoes.
& back to bugis for dinner&& home sweet home.
i'm gonna bring them out again.
alot of people look at me, like i'm a mummy okay! ):
i not so old. ):

2009-12-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY;
went out with baby, went to meet him,
den went to bugis buy his jacket
walked to ps& buy his mummy de present&
go back to his house pass his mummy present. (:
talk to baby's dad& mum awhile den walked to
haji lane for sheesha as we planned.
i was blurr liao la after 2hrs, we go street walk& hm nxt.

TODAY;
went to meet baby& apple near his house den
went up to baby's house wake botak up.
&& went to beach rd, apple went hm
while baby, botak& i went to eat at e market.
den went bugis, buy my things. den went back hm.
reach hm, bath, make up& stuff.
&& off to cousin's wedding dinner.
we took lots of photos!
but, i'm lazy to upload.
will upload soon. (:
&& finally took cousins' photo tgt.
we also had lots of fun okay.
keep say abt e past& laugh so loud. lols!!!
okay && yes. here i'm back hm. HAHAHA!

CLASS BBQ

2009-12-04T16:07:00.003+08:00

To: CLASS!!
Carmen& I are organizing a bbq gathering for our class.
27th dec to 28th dec.
Please confirm the dates with me. As i need to order the foods& pits.
I really hope the whole class will be going.
Those with facebook, confirm it with me.
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=189562366452&index=1
&& confirm you all wanna chalet or bbq? (:
contact me or carmen!!!

2009-12-02T18:10:00.003+08:00

i said, i've nth to tok abt&& leyi ask me say tat i love her!!
&& here's your i love you! (:
i miss you! must meet up some day& chit chat!
meet me up okay? if not say i everytime boyfriend boyfriend,
i never hor!
i wanted to meet alot ppl, shiqi, sherley, leyi, gavin, nat, yun&&
alot more 4got alr. ):
i miss you all okay! meet me soon okay? i wanna chit chat!! (:

2009-11-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

tis few days, i've been cooking, washing& doing housework.
some only la. (:
but, its reali tough okay!
i'm vry vry tired these days.
& i've not been meeting baby for a vry long time!
i miss him badly! ):

2009-11-25T00:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO PANG!!
tis post is specially for you okay? (:
sorry for the last wishing anw. (:
meet up soon!!! (:

2009-11-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

today's FANG's BIRTHDAY!!
went down to look for mummy 1st den go find baby.
meet him @ junction.
went to eat den walk to junction again to buy cake for her.
actuali want meet sherley de lo.
in e end she bz, so not meeting me le.
bought the cake le went to buy forks& plate.
den baby call ping guo come find us.
something very funny happen, the cake is very hard like a rock.
den, when fang cut the cake, the knife broke into 2.
so funny!!
den, me& baby went to buy fruit knife for her to cut e cake.
the cake is dam hard sia.
ping guo say i rock not cake.
the cake not bad okay. nice! (:

2009-11-19T01:24:00.009+08:00

today met baby @ around 11++ cos his teeth pain den mux wake up pei him go dental.
the dental was having lunch by the time we reach there.
so i pei baby go back home bath 1st den find other dental.
den after tat we take bus go find baby de mummy.
wa! we walked to alot& alot of building but still cant find.
den baby& his daddy keep calling each other.
baby dad keeps gives information abt where the place is,
me& baby jux kept walking& walking thru those buildings.
&& finally!!!
found baby's mum. her walk place very high class sia. (:
den she tel baby mux book appointment de. the dental is not in.
den i was like!!! shit!! we have to walk again.
after we walked out of the clinic, i ask baby take cab go.
somemore its like.. 12-1+ the weather is very very hot!!
den we take cab go, polycinic next. (:
while waiting for their lunch time to end,
we take photos!! HAHAHA!!

cute right! (:

my fatty baby bully me. (:

HAHAHA! look like my hand right? its baby's hand okay.
my hand not so big!! (:
den, went to bugis eat after tat.
went to iluma watch 2012.
we're late for the show okay!
we keep play game. (:
after movie, we go central.
i bought sweet for baby& myself.

bottle is for baby, packet de, i eat! (:
den, go ps play arcade.
catch dao stitch!! (:
den went back home le.
&& i'm going to save money from now!
i wanna buy camera!!!

2009-11-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

morning, meet baby den go tpy threading, after tat go eat den meet xiao pang.
went to centrepoint check out e bag. OMG!! its $200+ la.
den we went down to bugis meet des& pricilla.
c them play billiard. ltr yun call me den went to meet her @ burger king.
den walk thru street talk to fang.
sunday birthday lo! sherley!! if you get to see tis,
msg me! i nid to confirm if you going to meet me or not. (:
den xiao pang need to leave for work le.
after tat we went to parklane&&& baby got me& yun bear!! i've got pooh& yun got stitch.
after we finish playing, its raining so heavily. so we went to eat upstairs.
den baby want play pool den after tat he ask me play marvel with him.
i lose leis. ):
he cannot let me win de dk y he so naughty! (:
den go ps watch the Paranormal Activity.
while we buying tickets, baby suddenly lost.
den suddenly he appear again, giving me a big big smile&& hug a big melody give me okay!
he so sweet!
he know i love melody so much! (:
THANKS MY DEAR BOYFRIEND!!

2009-11-15T03:03:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i miss baby! he's watching movie now. ):
& i'm having headaches!!
i really have got no idea of wat to blog. SHIT!
suddenly everything on my mind just gone BLANK!
i really miss going out with baby!
i'm gonna be very busy soon, so i wun be meeting baby often.
maybe he'll come meet me? (:
tat he must decide himself than tel me. (:
going to work topic.
i really hate those customer tat wants another plastic bag,
&& those kaypo(s) tat help them say tat my service wasn't gd.
is like... hey, we're going to die&& you're the 1 who cause tis!!
i don't wanna die so early okay!
i still wanna my MELODY house, marry him&&&& open my OWN SHOP!!!
& i mean it! OPEN MY OWN SHOP! i was thinking of what to sell.
perhaps clothes? idk.
i really have got no idea yet, since i've decided what to do nexr.
&& can you imagine?? if you haven't does what you wanted to do&& you die!!!
what&& how would you feel? regret of cause!!!
&& i wun 4got the day tat bastard push those can food to me& walk off like tat!
FUCKER!!!! i only asked A question. && his reply was:" so xin ku, don't buy la."
i really dk why people in tis world are like tat!!! kaypos++++ FUCKER!!
they didn't think of how we feel! you want vent your anger go beach la.
FUCK sia, come scold me for wat sia.
i also human leis. you vent your anger on me, den i vent my anger on who?
i really pity my precious boyf. he's e 1 who hears me whining&& complaining.
& my precious boyf. is very sweet okay! he really did alot of things to make me very happy.
thanks fatty boyf. (:

2009-11-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

morning meet baby, he nvr fall aslp okay! hahaha!
den went to eat le go down to shop, keep hoping to c hei ren.
but he didnt come today. mummy say nvm la, baby also lyk tat say.
den okay lo.
e next thing i do when i reached shop is, ask mummy go buy leg de bell bell give me,
walk till tare, nvr open.
den ask mummy go e other shop buy make up de things.
i bought foundation, solution, 2 eye pencils.
den mummy ask me go watson with her,
we saw e same foundation tat we've bought earlier but cheaper with refill pack& free bag.
den bought it& went back to e shop to change.
they clever okay. is 1 set de, but they sell it separately.
e gal give 1 face la. den i ask mummy choose want change wat den we leave.
hahaha! bought alot& alot of things la.
i think we spend $100++ today. (:

I MISS BABY! ):

2009-11-08T02:56:00.000+08:00

ytd went out with baby, den go city square with baby to meet my sister.
den went to change e ring.
my precious baby vry patient wait for me outside e shop while me& sister choose another ring for exchanged.
after tat i ask baby go ps with me, den we go buy a cleansing foam& some other things.
den after tat went down to bugis eat burger king& after tat meet ping guo ready go down to upper serangoon shopping centre&&&& HAHAHA dun tell you. bleah!! (:
me love fatty ALEX ALOT! (:

2009-11-02T01:33:00.000+08:00

today went to work @ 3+
watched tv @ hm, eat. nvr meet fatty.
den go work. haha!
was kinda miss him.
idk y humans are like tat.
once you lose them, than you know how to cherish.
i can post it out saying, i've never loved a guy so much.
except for him. tis 2years, we've reali been thru alot.
now, can we last long not, problems lies with the love& trust between us.
we cant predict future. (:

2009-10-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

today woke up alot of times!
den after tat baby msg me ask me wake up.
den went down to meet him. while he's slping like a pig!
got abit angry, he everytime like tat! ):
den after tat went to eat our $2 noodle. haha! save money!
but we ate the $3 one. (:
after tat went to work @ around 3+. ):
i miss baby so much la!! ):
tis few days i have been thinking back,
tis 2years++ relationship is worth it,
if the both of us put our effort into it.
we've been thru alot,
me meeting your parents, you meeting my parents.
those nags from my parents tat i've gone thru with you.
although we sometimes quarrel, but i know you care. (:
THANKS!~
Thanks tat i'm the 1st person tat you've cooked for,
Thanks for being me longest boyfriend,
Thanks for being so thoughtful,
Thanks for being a great boyfriend,
Thanks for the things tat you've bought for me,
Thanks for standing by me when I needed you,
Thanks for BEING TIONG XIM. (:
&& lastly, THANKS for this 2years 21days.
LOVE YOU ALOT!

2009-10-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

i'm intending to sell club tickets any1 wanna buy? ):
help me buy leis. ):
if no1 gonna buy den i'm not going to sell le.

2009-10-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

today went shopping with baby! (:
we went to suntec actuali want to buy my top.
but, cant find the shop.
den we sit shuttle bus to somewhere near penni.
cos baby want c tattoo.
den i decided to go watch movie; Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami.
its nice la, but i keep talk to baby. haha!
its vry cold la, last min decide to go de,
so no jacket, no long sleeve shirt. sad.
but i still enjoy it.
pei baby go back hm. den go eat.
den i leave for hm le. (:
enjoy today alot. (:
MISS FATTY ALEX!!

2009-10-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

class photos tat we took tat day. i miss my classmates!
&& my fav. teachers; MR MATTHEW CHAN!(:
okay, cant say tat ltr baby jealous. HAHA!!

i think, i'm going to organize a class bbq again, as i miss you guys alot!
those noises that we made in class when my fav. teacher comes in. lols! (:

lastly, HAPPY 2YEARS BABY! (:

2009-10-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

now @ mac studying with baby& xiao pang.
xiao pang claims tat i mux put his foto than
let me show you all his act cute foto. (:

here's xiao pang! (:

& he said 1 is not enough.
so, webcam with baby& xiao pang.

ya, jux 4 pictures. (:

i've no mood to study for my F&N! ):
gonna graduate tml! yes! (:
not going to school anymore.
gonna end here.
ME LOVE FATTY ALEX!

2009-10-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

the day b4 ytd i work in shop,
after work went shelter with jeannette&& you know what we do?
we played sparkler. just like small kids. (:
then yesterday i went st george study with xiao pang& baby.
i did STUDY okay. lols!
just meet baby come back only.
& baby,
6 more days to our 2 years.
when i think back, i feel vry bad.
i really treated baby badly in the past.
i feel very very guilty lo. haix.
break ups after break ups& now, we're together happily again.
i really hope to last long with you.
i know you've changed to the better.
cos of those quarrels. thanks alot.
i appreciate all those changes that you've made.
I LOVE YOU ALOT! THANKS& APPRECIATED!

2009-10-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

i'm now @ hm, didn't meet baby. i miss baby leis. ):
gonna meet him awhile tml den go work. sad.
I LOVE ALEX FATTY ALOT! (:

2009-09-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored! i miss baby!! ):
FINALLY WORLD WAR III IS OVER (:
ME LOVE ALEX FATTY FAT! (:

2009-09-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

had arguments with baby today. ):
then, it went okay after tat.
haven eat since the morning but, never let him know, dont wanna let him worry.
i'm having a heavy headache now! ):
miss baby.

2009-09-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

took both of tis photos afew days back.
i've quitted my job @ bugis le.
pay less, boss also .....
today met up wit sheela, baby& xing! (:
awhile den went back hm to help mummy.
i miss baby ready la, he go drink, stupid idoit. lols!!
i going fail my ss paper ready. 2 essay each 3 lines only.
i not scared. dk y. sad!
okay la, wanna end here le.
I LOVE ALEX FATTY.

2009-08-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

baby's sick!! ):
went to east coast juz now in the morning.
go by 7 seater cab, with sera, dickhead, baby& jiaxing.
baby's sick! he got fever. ):
suppose to meet him den go down to hougang de.
but, he sick, till now havent contact me. ):
i miss him so much la!! ):
LOVE HIM ALOT ALOT! (:

2009-08-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

if you thinks tt i'm referring to you, i've got nth to say.
from the start, i wont backstab any of my friends!
even if quarrel also wont so jia lat wan,
i dont care how you wanna think of me,
how you wanna say me. i'm jux too tired.
i'm not going to bring up tis thing anymore.
firstly, i'm not in the wrong.
secondly, i'll not backstab any1.
thirdly, i know you long enough. you wanna trust who, you decide. i'll keep quiet.
anw, jux tkc! i dun wish to think too much anymore.
its enough ready. we were once friends. i did nth& you scold me.
i've decided to ignore now. wan how than how.

2009-08-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

i dont understand why somebody like to backstab people behind.
i'm fucking angry now okay!
i dont care you know who you are. you know is e best!
if you know who you are, jux do some REFLECTION please!
stop being an irritating freak.
after you're here, everything seems to change,
the attitude, the mood, the smile.
i really hate it! i'm fucking irritated by YOU!
i'm so tired right now.
you jux FUCK OFF MY WAY!

EDITED**
pls get it clear b4 scolding people!!

2009-08-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

bday celebration.

me& baby.

present from shiyun.

present from baby.

anw, continue with today.
baby got his electric bike liao ytd! (:
baby cum bring me go work den accompany me from 10plus, reach work @ 12.
den he pei wo till 3plus 4 den go off. gd hor. haha! he slp @ my work place leis.
he look so tired la. ke lian him lo.
wake up so early just to bring me to work.
haha! thanks baby! love you alot! muacks!

2009-07-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

i'm now under quarantine, so sad la! keep slp, watch tv. nth to do lo.
cant c my baby. but not bad la, can save $$ sry, i wun b replying any tags b4 tis post. (:

2009-07-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

ytd, went for N- lvl oral.
i ting i'll fail badly lo. sad.
i end my oral same tyme as leyi. (:
den after tt went hm bath, make up. etc.
meet xing in e bus to baby's hurs meet him.
after meeting him, bobby& leyi called;
went to bugis after e call.
played arcade, eat, shopped.
den go to kenzo for my bday celebation.
1st: fotos! (:

i'll continue it tml, i fucking tired now.sry.

2009-07-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

got my pay, but boss count wrong. nvm lurh.
nw continue work. nid $$ is lyk tt de. sad.
rush down to bugis after i bath. reach workplace @ 1.50pm ok.
so late. sad de. tml gotta go work early. i miss baby! ):

2009-06-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

15JUNE09;

BBQ in East Coast.

lots& lots of things happened. dun wanna mention.

i rmb me crying& stuff. den i called baby philipino maid. (:

den baby let me slp on his lap ok. so comfortable. haha!

thx baby!! love you alot! muacks muacks!

ton till around... 6plus den go back bk.

den i cab hm wit baby& des.

den went back hm wit hp no $$.

mummy, sis& bro was still aslp. its abt, 8plus lo.

press e bell so long, lucky baby pass his ATM card to me.

den i went to shaw plaza to top up my fone.

den call mummy den she open door to me.

she tot i is e collect newspaper $$ de uncle leis.

saded. haha!

den i bath liao den fall aslp again.

slp dao i siack liao no nid go work. lols!

slp till around 6plus den go out meet baby.

c doc liao den meet baby liao go beach rd eat.

his fish& chip vry nice la, but i cant eat, baby dun let cos i sore throat. ):

but baby vry caring hor. haha! jealous not. (:

today is me& baby's anni. (:

love him so much la!

somemore tis few days keep work didnt spend much tyme wit him leis.

so sad, but no choice muz earn $$.

sry leis baby! i reali miss e everyday wit you leis. (:

I LOVE YOU ALEX! (:

2009-06-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

haf been working for 4 days @ street. super sian+ tired lo.

ytd sheela nvr cum work den i work upstairs.

2hours no ppl, vry scared sia. scared cant sell anything will get scolded.

but in e end i sold 5 things k, not bad liao. (:

work downstairs better. more ppl. (:

now work liao miss baby alot leis. ):

last tyme everyday meet him, although now also but onli can meet after work.

super miss him la, ):

anw, nid to thx baby for buying my dinner for me. (:

love you bit& pieces. haha!

2009-06-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

CLASS!

BBQ will b 15JUNE09, East Coast Park.

Area D, Pit 40.

payment will be $12 each person.

meet you guys 1pm on tt day @ Boon Keng MRT station.

to help to carry those stuffs.

whoever knows wat is the maxi cab no. pls give it to me. i nid it.

&& who can cook food for us pls inform me. i'll pay you.

&&& whoever got e foam box pls let me noe asap.

i cant find any nw.

those hu wanted to drink pls contact JUNWEI.

dun haf his no. get frm me.

& pls co-operate by passing me e $$ asap.

i'll b heading to skool someday if someone wants to meet me.

tis few days nvr meet baby&& go out sian,

although got c him but still miss him alot. ):

kena locked up. FUCK! cannot tahan. wen got $$ sure go out de. haha!

wanna shop shop wit baby..

2009-06-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

haf been meeting baby EVERYDAY ok,

i reali love him alot la, much more den last tyme!! (:

i've been spending my tyme wit him for lyk most 18hrs sia.

at least 8hrs. (:

today meet him awhile onli sian.

anw!!

CLASS!! if you're reading rmb!!

15June2009, East Coast Park

Area D Pit 40.

meet 1pm @ Boon Keng MRT Station.

&& if you all wanna drink pls contact JUN WEI.

$$ i'll confirm w carmen& co. asap.

$ for e alcohol settle w JUNWEI.

i wanted to noe hu got e foam box.

i wanna cool e drink.

gonna meet my leyi love love! hehe!!

wanna find job tml wit her. (:

2009-06-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

CLASS 4N2,

i've decided to open a bbq instead of chalet.

i cant book it now, as its too late ready.

& i'll nid all of your co-operation to give me e $$ asap,

if i dun get any 1 of your $$ i'll not book e bbq.

so, i'll confirm e $$ wit all of you on wed or thrus.

&& e bbq will b on the 11/06/09.

d&t students will b late.

pls confirm wit me, if you cant attend.

or wanted another date.

2009-05-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

oh my!!

can any1 help me?! i'm reali lazy to do my coursework!! i'm dying!

I LOVE MARVEL VS CAPCOM TO THE MAX!!~

2009-05-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

boyFRIEND JEROME(yaochong), thx alot.

sry for being so mean in e past. sec 1. i still rmb wat i planned wit gavin& co.

now ting back i feel tt i'm vry vry mean.

girlFRIEND SERA, GAVIN, HUILI.

SERA: thx gal, although tare's no quarrels& stuff between us. we're once vry close.

going out every weekends tgt. i'll not 4got those days.

GAVIN: thx for being tare for me wen i nid you. those lj prob, those nonsense probs& stuff.

you're always tare to help me no matter wat.

HUILI: thx for being a gd listener. & ya, sry for being so mean in e past having probs

between us. being so stupid. but its all over.

4years of friendship.

& all tis 4years you're always here for me.

being here no matter i'm happy or upset or even nid some1 to accompany.

girlFRIEND LEYI, SHUZHEN,HANNAH, CARMEN, WENBEI, HUILING, YEETING.

LEYI: we've known each other for abt... 2-3 years?

& i noe you dislike me in e past.

i wanted to say, sry for lyk.. using you all lyk tt. last year.

*****but i'm not hor! still love you to e max!~ ******

& thx for those cig tt i've took frm you. (:

SHUZHEN: thx for being e great friend. i'll nvr 4get those days while i'm still wit your bro. YOU(SHUZHEN)& i had a great tyme tgt. although i had nvr reali love your bro as much? lols! & sry to ps you sometyme.

HANNAH, CARMEN, WENBEI, HUILING, YEETING, SHEELA, SHIYUN:

thx for being a great friend, great listener. sry for watever tt haf been done wrongly,

being so noisy in class& stuff.

& friends, thx for being a great friend. no matter how long we've known each other.

1,2 or even 3years. you've been a great friend.

Lastly, my BOYfriend ALEX, thx for being tare wen i nid you alot.

no matter having those quarrels wit my family or friends, you're always here to support me.

being here to help me. sry for not being a great gf.

& i feel tt i'll nvr b 1. thx for going through so much ups& downs wit me.

no matter, between both our parents or wat. we still haf gone thru all le.

hope we can reali last long ba. no matter how much hurts, how much sorrow we've been thru,

i still do love you as much.

FRIENDS, BOYFRIEND> thx for everything!

played marvel vs capcom wit baby& xing.

i win ok! power hor. haha! jux wanna show off abit. cos baby remind me abt it. lols!

love love marvel vs capcom alot!! (:

2009-05-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

A FRIEND OF MINE.

Name:Dickhead;

staying @ Blk 639 Jalan Besar(Rowell Rd) 11th storey.

i updated as i promised. haha!

& ya, haf been slacking wit them downstairs baby's blk today.

i'm sry to ps you all.

left to bugis wit b, xing& des.

alrite, will b meeting b, des, chewyen& co. tml.

den back to meet sera& gavin for heart to heart session. (:

& baby ask me to says tt he pinches my face more den how much i pinched him. haha!

iloveyou boyf.

2009-05-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

some random pics of baby tt i took. (:

i miss baby alot! ):

today nvr meet him cos of some arguments between us. sorry baby!!

but ok le. (:

tml is bro's bday. i haven get anything for him yet.

i cant ting of anything+ i dun haf any $.

CLASS

i've been planning of opening class chalet.

currently, onli got 20-21 of you.

if you get to c tis& you dk if i've got your name written down,

text me or tel me in class(?)

back to baby,

he's vry vry cute la.

i love to pinch his face!!

so cute!!

& he's so gd ok!

i no $ go down meet him, all he supply lo.

i've got no $ currently. sad!

i love e muah chee& popiah downstairs sera's hurs la.

so nice can.

& i've been slacking @ downstairs baby's hurs for EVERYDAY!

can you imagine?

slacking tare, eating my papaya; its juicy ok!

i'm so gd, let baby got e correct serving. lols!

keep checking on his eating ok!

check tt he eat his 3 meals alrite.

& baby's swt la, ask him take my heavy heavy books,

he bring it hm for me ok. its fucking heavy ok! (:

thx baby!! love you!! (:

2009-05-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

haf been meeting sera, dickhead& baby! haha!!

slacking for around 1 or 2hrs? den go hm.

eating popiah again& again. makes e uncle so happy!

wa! 4person everyday cum, eat my popiah. lols!

i haf been playing marvel vs capcom lately, so addicted to it la.

cos of baby! he keeps playing den lyk so fun, start playing& cant stop.

hahaha! i'm gonna catch-up on sisters nxt sat. dun 4get our date! ha!

we've been missing our heart to heart toks for a long tyme.

so muz catch-up abit. esp, gavin sis. haha!

miss you alot la! (:

baby& i haf been eating ice-cream yoghurt almost everyday?

lyk alot $$ lyk tt lo. i bankrupt liao, ):

working now, hope to earn some $$ to yang myself 1st.

keep abit $$ better. haha!

thinking of taking another part tyme job.

but scared cant find. ):

alrite! i ting end here. mux continue wit my work. ltr cant finish no $$. (:

i suddenly miss my baby alot!! ):

iloveyoubaby!! muacks! (:

2009-05-13T12:41:00.000+08:00

some1 told me sth abt you GAL,
stop acting lyk you're e innocent one.
my impression to you its still not bad,
yet after wat i've heard,
everything is different now.
stop being a fool, dun love me den fuck off!
dun haf to write those nonsense,
tel ppl those lj wei abt me.
i ting nw,
you're e 1 being a tortise bhind everything.
yes, so wat if i've got prob wit HER tt tyme.
you think it makes me feels tt she's e 1 tagging?
no! i didnt think of it @ 1st.
although, i've got vry angry wit her.
but, i ting every1 do makes mistakes.
stop being a fucking tortise hiding inside e fucking hole,
kpkb say ppl.
you're jux a sore loser GAL!
& i do noe e fucking psby is you;
ha! stupid loser! dare to say ppl dun dare write name.
hum ji kia, hongster!

& let me tel you, no matter there's you or not,
my life is still happy wit my boyf. & friends.
stop acting lyk a stupid FOOL!
being tiong xim to boyf. is wat normally gals do,
but i dun ting you will. ha!
BOY; dun worry i'm super tiong xim to you! (:

2009-05-10T11:03:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm back!

its early in e morning

& idk wat makes me wake up so early,

perhaps e rain? idk. lols!

i feel tt its a daily routine for me to go down bugis everyday.

1st, i'll meet b, des, xing& sheela.

den head down to bugis.

2nd, junction play arcade.

3rd, fusion play pool.

anw, i reali hate e gal working @ e 2nd floor wan lars!

2more months onli, den kpkb to b they all. stupid wan.

4th, went to eat @ hong hu.

5th, back to iluma, play arcade.

6th, go back hm. (:

idk y, i jux dun haf e mood to study& stuff. maybe, i'll fail all my papers?

i've been going out everyday not studying! sad!

2009-04-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

jux reach hm nt long ago, met b, joel, des& daniel.

went to meet baby, buy cig. den meet des, & down to ps.

went to carrefour buy my sushi. den eat le went to iluma.

had been playing arcade non-stop for dk hw many weeks le.

spent alots& alots of $$ in tare. opps!!

sometymes i'm thinking, wat're r/s for?

wat're friendship for? wat're kinship for?

sometymes, i feel tt life is meaningless, wat else can i do everyday?

hw can i try to numb those hurts?

smoke, cry wat else?

baby, sry to break promise, told you tt i'll quit yet stills goes on.

i reali dk y. SRY! being attitude to you, being tis& tat. i feel vry bad.

i juz wanna say, thx dear for being so caring.

i reali appreciate it alot! thx for being tare wen i nid you.

i love you lot! muacks!! (:

2009-04-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to iluma to meet b, sheela& xing jux nw.

den, went to fusion, baby& xing play billard while waiting for leyi& bobby.

wen leyi& bobby came, go out pei leyi smoke.

while waiting for b they all finish playing.

den bobby join in to play wit them.

after playing, sheela go hm. den we went to iluma play arcade.

leyi& i went to catch swt. i spent $4 on tt machine lars.

went to eat @ big bird after tt.

actuali wanted to look for shiqi de, heard b they all say she work tare.

but, didnt c her. maybe nvr work liao.

cant c her den lan lan wanted to go hm wit b& xing.

but, wx cor baby ask baby pei him smoke& slack.

den i went over wit him.

had my heart-to-heart chat wit sera! (:

we've got so much to tok abt lars. haha,

den while walking to bus-stop wit them saw long long,

he vry cute lars! (:

xing keep disturb him. so bad, haha!

i stuff quite a no. of swt in his hand. (:

den after tt hm swt hm!

baby is slping lyk a pig nw, i miss him so much lars! ):

anw, to my psby& pass.

i ting you reali got nth better to do. jux get a life my dear!

for godness sake! stop being so LAME!!

ohh mind! lifeless leis. so sad for you.

i reali dk y my spammer so cute wan leis.

i noe you all haf got your dog sense lyk SOMEONE!!

my babes in class will noe hu. (:

jux get some life! if you too bored jux go do sth better la.

dun stupid la! i ting you deserve tis shitty colour! (:

baby,

after so much quarrels. i understand alot& noe alot.

although we keep break, patch.

i can tel you, i still love you as much.

tyme passes vry fast going 2years le.

we've noe each other for 2years le.

& we've love each other for 2years.

you should noe wat kind of life i wanted.

boy; i jux wanna tel you tis,

as long as you're happy& satisfied wit your life.

i've no right to do anything. i jux wanna you to b happy.

lastly, i wanna tel you, i reali love you alot!

thx for being tare wen i nid you. muacks! (:

2009-04-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

To psby:
k loh forgive you :D
i not jiejie luh hee come and tag again ya
byebye (:
will miss you very much de

2009-04-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

To: PSBY & PASS

hello! welcome to my blog.
hhaha i really feel that u are the true
retard here in my blog
and making me laugh so loudly
andandand
i didnt know alex & i caught so much of ur attention
hahah i am happy you know! ((((:
that i can be something in you
that u know so many things and all
even where i fuck.
Let me tell you okay
i dont fuck at staircase and wherever just like that
and please luh for goodness sake
please use your brains leh
i wanna "fuck" also "fuck" at somewhere comfortable ma
i know you wanna try to fuck at staircase
[ OOPS I'M SO SO SORRY
I SAID YOUR BIGGEST SECRET OUT :( ]
thats why you ask me why at staircase right?
because u also wanna try to fuck there with your bf/gf
so that you wont get caught hee
dont make jokes in my blogg please...
you are making me & my friends laugh so loudly!
Iknowyouwannabefamousinmybloggy
if-you-really-wanna-be-famous-than
give-you-loh-nah-take-take-take! (:
HAHAHAHA!!!
k luh waiting for your reply :D
miss you leh
oh ya state down your BIGBIGBIG name too
btw psby to me means pua cb ((:
are you one?
GEE

2009-04-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

so, idk wat to say..

start on fri,

hp kena steal, i actuali tot tt is mr zuhri hu wanted to play wit me lars.

but, all thx to e INDIAN guy hu steal my fone, i haf to look for every1's no. everywhere.

&& ya! thx carmen, wenbei, huiling& yeeting. for accompanying me& missed your recess!

psps!! love you babes! (:

&& wen you all c tis post pls give me your contact no. cos, i've lost all my contact no. except afew. ):

then, sat..

went to skool for e C.I.P hrs ting.

took some fotos. (:

tings we've collected.

everyone's so tired after collecting everything. (:

my baobei wenbei. (:

&& vinod!! (:

&& i wanted to post tis pic vry long ago but, fone was sent for repair or sth..

i went out wit b tt day to suntec& wen we got up e bus,

an quite old aunty sat in front of us,

she changed her place again& again.

e 1 i drew arrow wan. (:

anw, i 4got to off e camera sound wen i take her pic. is lyk,

so loud la, every1 look @ me& b. (:

anw, i took pic wit baby. (:

took it quite a long tyme le. i rmb we press e lift up& down

den we saw e camera tare. cum out liao super ps la.

haha!!

ok la, i ting, tt's it.

hope you haf a happy bday, b!

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL IN ADVANCE! (:

2009-04-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

to hu ever you noe you r:

i'm jux too tired of tis hurs, tel me wat can i do @ hm? use com, wat else? no! nth!

1st, he didnt teach me hw to smoke, gamble& stuff lyk tt.

i can b honest wit you, i'm e 1 hu wanted to start everything.

& i'm also e 1 hu teach him how to gamble.

it seems lyk its his fault, but no!

tis few days i keep crying cos of you.

i'm vry tired of everything you said if wit him vry xin ku den dun b tgt.

but, i'm more xin ku wit you. i'm going out daily cos i'm bored @ hm.

e both of them onli noe how to quarrel. wat else can i do? lock myself in e rm& use com, fone.

wat else? tel me!

& pls dun compare me wit others. i'm nt them& i'll nvr b them.

i'm reali vry tired. idk wat to do nw.

wanna send me to gals hm den go ahead ba, i'm jux too tired nw.

vry vry tired.

wat's wrong wit me nw?

wat has happen to me? y am i doing tis to myself?

its nt 4 e sake of you guys, but y? i reali dk. haix!

& to him:

i'm jux too tired alr. boy. perhaps tyme is wat we need.

how much i cried you'll nvr noe. tears shed for a reason.

no matter hw much we've done 4 each other we done it for e both of us.

we're also willing to take e consequences if its wrong.

we do noe how much we love each other. we do noe how we can scarified for each other.

i dun care nw wat it is, am i trying to give up? NO!

r you trying to give up? perhaps? idk.

im jux vry TIRED nw, cos of everything!

no matter hw much i cry also no use! i noe!

boy; it isn't hard to love, how much we've been thru, we noe ourself.

do take gd care of yourself! loving you for more den a year is nt easy, loving you for going to 2years is still nt a burden to me. waiting for you for so many months& being hurt is a torture. but its ok.

boy; jux ting how cum i'll love you so much, how cum i'm willing to wait for so long, ting liao den tel me,, jux ting abt it& @least ans me abit.

anw, no matter wat i still do love you as much.

LOVE STILLS REMAINS SILENTS!

&& to those kaypos:

i'm jux too tired to hear wat all of u haf to say.

sth negative or nt, i dun care. & i'm hanging around wit lots of guys you too dun haf to care!

& i'm trying to walk further frm him @ bendemeer mall jux to avoid those sayings of yours!

y cant all of you jux shut e fuck up?!

cant you ting of yourself& your husband& your child?

wat if its a rumor of you? will you b happy?

i've been tolerating all tis& trying to avoid all of you.

so wat if i hang around wit guys? if tare anything wrong?

i can tel you, i dun lyk to hang around wit gals.

ting ba! i'm no longer a small gal, i noe wat i'm doing!

& PLS STOP BEING A BIG MOUTH! RUMOR WILL B SPREAD VRY FAST, BUT TINGS TT R GD WILL NVR!

&& i've been tolerating all of you all frm e start, for alots of years!

i curse you tt your mouth will rot& you'll go to death if you keep saying tings& making up stories abt others.

&&& to my close friends:

thx for being tare wen i nid all of you, quarrels haf been ended, cases lyk, jinwen, huili, joey, yun, sheela, nat, yongxun, joel, joey cheang, gavin, sera, yc, leyi, bobby, gary, raymond, brendan, shuzhen, noah, qun kai, && many many other friends, sry if i've pinch you or sth lyk tt. epecially brendan, pinching& being hurt by e fan is i cos by me, ps! friends, hu i've mentioned& we didnt quarrrel, i'm sry if i've done sth wrong sometyme. i'm jux too tired nw.

&&&& to teachers if you're reading?

i've been slping in class, making noises in class, i jux dk y i cant study tt's it.

i nid support frm all. so much tt we've been thru, i'm also vry tired of some tings tt i'm having nw. i jux feel lyk being alone. i feel tt i'm alone nw. baby is nt here to support me, friends& family too. perhaps leaving tis world is a stupid ting, i noe. i ting i do nid some tyme to stay in a rm to ting wat's wrong wit me. if i'm sent into gals hm den so b it, i've prepare for e worst. being tortured, crying inside, cant rest well. i did prepared le.

I'm jux too tired to do anything or even say anything now. no matter how much i love you all, hurts is in me nt you all. bye all! perharps will b mia-ing. tkc all! LOVES!*

HURTS& LOVE REMAINS SILENTS& UNSEEN IN MY HEART!

2009-04-12T00:16:00.001+08:00

MY FONE IS SENT FOR REPAIR!

i can onli take it after 1 week sad.

anw, ytd me& b went suntec to get his fone

den went to yun hurs eat steamboat. (:

sibeh sway today my turn. ):

my fone is lyk jitao cant on den siao siao la.

bek cek lyk one kind ytd. ):

today morning met up wit b den went to find jx.

&& i finally seen pumpkin lurh. so cute la! (:

& i sayang him till i reach sheela hurs. (:

go over to suntec repair fone den down to bunk,

met up wit gavin for awhile den she left to find her friend.

den c them play arcade;

after tt went over to bugis wit b, jx, sheela, wangzi, yukie& yun.

guys play billard while we play e touch screen game;

played foto hunt tgt.

den after tt yx, pauline, joel& apple came,

den me, b, jx, sheela, wangzi, yukie& yun went to eat.

den after tt went back meet them again.

den me, b, yun& pauline keep play wit e game, fun lurh.

went back hm after tt wit yun. (:

i've got no fone, so cant upload pics. ):

2009-04-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

wenbei's voting slip. (:

cute hur.. lols!

after sch, went to void deck play card, me& baby lose $$ sia. ):

den after tt went to yun hurs, eat, gamble. (:

den jux reach hm. (:

super tired la. ):

anw, vry hate e relief teacher in e morning la. step wan onli, you noe hu you r; MR. SHOES

i dun ting you'll c my blog also. but, my friends i ting you guys noe hu he is. (:

anw, miss baby alot! ):

2009-04-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

its written, noah love his gf irene.

i drew it during maths lesson in e canteen, on noah's arm. (:

haix! i slept during eng lesson, mr chan tried to cor me wake up, but i ignore him& haf my beauty slp. vry shiok ok! wake up liao go canteen drink coffee! enjoying my life la. (:

but, im losing out in school work, ):

ohh, i wanna thx friends tt care for ... reali appreciate it. (:

2009-04-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

im gonna study hard lyk wat tis bear do in science lab le. (:

i dun wanna pon skool anymore. ):

n-lvl tis year leh, i lyk relax relax wan. keep pon skool. haix!

i took lots of pic wen my MR.A give me back e bear. (:

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND ONG YAOCHONG! (:

its been 4years since we noe each other. (:

&& finally 4years le friends, i miss those tyme tgt!

hope you haf a happy happy bday!

meet up&& go our k soon!! so long le!! (:

LOVE my 4years friends(sera, gavin, yaochong)!

&& of cos my MR.A. (:

2009-03-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

im super lazy to update blog. now, i muz chiong finish my f&n liao. practical is nearer& nearer! ah! stress! hate tis year! but, i jux feel tt im doing nth& slack all e way onli lei. hais! so sad! anw, leyi, thx ar! help me make my blog, (: love you lots lots la. && bobby dun jealous ar.. (:

still LOVE my MR.A more! (:

2009-03-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

i took quite a few pics today!! (:

&& i finally go to skool!! (:

1st pic is taken during mr tham lesson;

& i finally feel tt i enjoys his lesson! (:

i love his policeman! so cute!! (:

then, recess took pic of joel, marcus& des. (:

then, while waiting or mr seah to cum to class saw vinod put some gel on his hair& i said:"vinod! i help you style your hair, i professional."

&& tis is wat i do;

lyk sth explode lyk tt. lols!!

then, he style himself la, more worst!!

lyk lao ah pek!

he look lyk those 1950s uncles lo!! hahaha!!

then, i took noah!! haha!!

i wan make him ma lu onli. (:

ugly rite? haha!!! i got somemore!! (:

then, IRP waited for mr subra, so long la! den they drew sth on board;

&& it turns out lyk tt! (:

then, sth abt my doggy!

he said sth wrong& tis is wat i done to him! (:

he& his jiao bin! lols!

&& i ting i'm gonna put some tattoo on my doggy soon!

doggy you wait! (:

&&& last of all!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND MR A. (:

2009-03-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna die soon. i'm 'pontaning' school too often now. is lyk, wtf la! haix! i nid to go back to school alr. i reali missed alot of tings liao le. ):

&& i'm gonna gone crazy soon. saw my classmates& i keep ask them got miss me not? ohh no! i'm crazy, boy help me! lols! anw, i miss hanging out wit gavin& sera! reali miss those days! ah!! gonna book you guys real soon 1day! misses!! (:

&& boy, you reali treat me better den b4, thx for everything. LOVES!** (:

** sera& gavin: your name is in bold. happy ma? lols! love you all lots lots la. (:

2009-03-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

currently staying @ hm, nth to do lurh. he's still slping lyk a log. (:

cannot blame, slp so late ytd, ):

i skipped lesson for tis week except for my oral la. so sad..

&& i'm so miss school la, @ hm reali nth to do, rot; rot; rot,

met up wit him, sheela, jiaxing, joel& yongxun.

den, wen back to near his hurs take bus hm. ):

den mummy bought pizza give us eat la. (:

i ate quite alot. nxt tyme mux ask him treat me eat liao. (:

now muz find job!! ):

nid $$ to shop shop!!

hope he can find job fast den treat me. muahahaha!! so bad!! (:

2009-03-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

&& i'm back hm.

ii'm vry tired. reali vry tired, jux hope tt some1 would make a cup of honey drink for me.

will you boy?

&&& ii'm not fear of CATS anymore! (:

2009-03-11T21:09:00.001+08:00

today nvr go skool. tis few days stomach vry vry pain. ):

morning he cum meet me den went to c doc wit him,

den went to st george meet sheela they all.

&& went to eat @ kian hua, den actuali wan go golden mile wit them de.

but, mummy ask me go hm den go hm lo.

sit cab hm, no $$ liao, going bankrupt liao, dunno hu wan yang me. lols!

going to skool tml, every1 miss me rite? lols!!

for him;

2009-03-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

him: so, wat should i do? wait? or wat? you noe everytyme we quarrel everytyme tings happen to us, i'm upset wat abt you? idk! i reali dk wat to do anymore. rite @ 1st ii nvr tot of being wit you. i jux wanna b your 'mummy' but it turns out tat we'll b tgt. den, many tings happened. yes, ii do agree tt ii hurt you alot in e past but tt's in e past. do you noe you hurt me more now? do you noe how ii feel? ii keep crying everyday cos i still love you, cos ii cant 4get those happy moments tt we had tgt. those memories jux screen thru my mind, telling me how much i love you, how much you love me& stuff. many& many tings happen lyk, ppl r interupting our r/s& stuff. idk to blive in you or wat, but ii choose to blive in you. wat else should i do now? can you tel me not? i do still love you alot. i still do cry everyday, i still do care, ii still do lots& lots of stuff tt no1 can imagine. i always wanted to ask you, you still love her not? but i scared, i scared tt after i ask you we'll quarrel so, i've choose not to ask you. wat else can i do now? i reali vry scared. after wat i heard sam says jux now; abt mum, i reali feel lyk crying, i've done so much tings, i reali dun expect them to even 4give me. but, they did. i wanted to leave hm, i smoked, i drink, i bluff them& i nearly wanted to commit suicide. i've done alot of stupid stuff tt you cant ting of. i feel tt i'm stupid yes. but wat can i do now? i'm vry tired of everything now, can e world jux stop here, i've got no mood to study& take my N-lvl paper, i've promised mum to work hard on it, but i reali dun haf e mood to study. i feel lyk ending my life here. will crying makes any difference not? no wat. perhaps, dying would. idk! baby, tel me wat should i do now? haix!

2009-03-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

had fun in class today;

anw, ii can confirm ii'll fail my SS paper. ppl essay so long my 1 not even half e page la. (:

vinod is demostrating Mr Chan;

den he's asking us to give description of NOAH YAP.

&& tis is wat we told him;

NOAH YAP;

pls thx me for not saying e ....... out& update tis onli,

btw for your info, e word after cheater is PORNSTAR. (:

2009-03-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

kuku: ii've choose to ignore you, cos ii feel tt you're fucking lame. can go eat shit liao. lols!

anw, ii've told them ii'll write sth vry interesting de. but, ii feel tt vry bad leh, so dun write better& tt person mux thx me la! ii've jux came hm from CSS. (:

ii ting ii wanna slp now. (:

2009-02-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

went swimming wit them jux now. ii now reali no mood to say anything;

ii jux fucking du lan& sad now.

mum: ii ji tao chiong e fucking bloody cab hm& eat as fast as ii could so tt ii can reach hm to c if you're alrite or not after ii reached hm ii still wanted to bring you to c doc, yet everything change after e stupid clothes. you jitao give me attitude& throw e fucking key on e chair& walk away den wen ii wan go up e car you drove it& its raining. 4get it la. haix! you wun understand. ii reali haf no mood rite now. ):

2009-02-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

ohh! ii'm vry disturbing in class today;

so e issue is abt..

NOAH YAP& KANG ZHONG LUN c porn!! ah!!

&& lastest news abt noah, ii dun wanna say.. vry bad. (:

noah! mux thx me ar.. ii keep your secret..

2009-02-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

f* sia! ii'm starting my pinching nonsense again, so pls dun disturb me guys!

seriously, ii dun haf e mood to study now. although ii'm having my N- lvl tis year, ii seriously got no mood. idk y.

&& ii usually dun take pics of ppl in my class de.

&& ii dun do those stupid stupid stuff in class de, but idk y ii tis year keep doing stupid tings; its not abt r/s probs; cos ii dun haf a bf yet. but seriously; ii jux dun haf e mood to study. ii feel tt ii'm lifeless now;

wake up> bath> go skool> take pics/ slp in class> smoke after skool(ii didnt smoke for quite a long tyme) > IRP> slack> smoke(ii didnt smoke for quite along tyme)> hm> bath> tok to him on fone> slp.

its a routine. haix! ii'm having headache tis few days. ):

some foto hl took;

NOAH YAP;

ii saw rainbow!!

nice rite? (:

to him: baby, seriously, ii scared tt e same ting will happen again. but, ii still choose to trust you, ii noe you're trying vry hard to mend back those tings& treat me better, ii love you alot! ii'll give attitude sometyme, ii hope you understands me seriously.

&& if ting r impossible, no matter how much you do, it will nvr b possible.

*cherish wat you haf; b4 its too late to regret. ily!

2009-02-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

jux now went to airport to fetch dad, he jux came back frm china; wit my grandparents& some of his working pals.

&& ii saw some1.. errr... ok.. watever!! ii dun wanna mention..

ok ii left out a pic ytd, ii'll upload it now. (:

me; sam, but cant c her face. (:

ytd went out wit them to ps, cine den to parklane play pool, den ii pei him go hm bath den went back hm, ii'm super happy ytd la. lols!! ok, actuali not reali la. (:

den he went to drink drink wit them.

okok, shall end here. (:

2009-02-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

ii cut BANGS! but not nice lei. ii wan wait for my hair grow grow grow. (:

wit yun;

wit nat;

dun feel lyk uploading pics tt ii took in class ytd. so, will upload nxt tyme ba. (:

2009-02-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

here r some pics ii took ytd in class. (:

ahmad;

kumar;

ii asked him point middle finger den he point lyk dog! lols!! jkjk!

den today;

ii keep taking my class pic;

&& its not all ii took de ar.. asked hl to took some. (:

hannah mummy;

cute rite? (:

ahmad& zaidi;

qunkai aka jack;

eh, jack: after you seen tis dun scold me ar..

kumar;

most of e class; but featuring jack& kumar;

vinod;

stupid face! (:

NOAH YAP- jiao bin cum horny boy! jkjk!~

guys sitting bhind me;

featuring our eng teacher mr matthew chan;

haikal;

gary& JUNWEI;

jun wei he asked me to featured his name big big de.

kaishun;

sheerina mr chan say she's e role model;

wenbei;

&& last but not least, me! noah took de. (:

ii cant upload a video tt ii took ytd, ii'll try tml or sth.

valentines' day~

2009-02-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

b4 met up wit him, ii zilian abit. (:

ii meet wit him @ around 2+, went to eat; den went down to ps met up wit xing, bobby, des, johnathan. they went to smoke, den me& him went in to arcade catch bear bear, didnt catch dao 1. so sad, but, still alrite la, can spend wit him can liao, ok continue, den.. thx to bobby wanting to go starbucks drink coffee, hai wo wan drink, den after tt xing says sheela wan cum down meet us, meet her liao den met up wit, leyi, botak, vivian, clarice, yong xun, joel, daniel, yun, sam, nat, adele& some of them, ii dunno hu. (: wen to zone-x saw hl, liyi& their friends, den went up smoke smoke saw junwei, qunkai, kiansing, hanxiang, tionghong, den ii reali cant recall their names its from my class de tt's all ii noe. (:

went to parklane wit some of them; so many ppl lazy write name. (:

c them play pool& play arcade game while e rest came, took some pics while they're playing pool.

sheela;

den e rest came;

sheela; me; clarice& yun.

clarice;

&& of cos, wit yun

ii love tis 2 pics ii took wit them.

sth ii gt vry angry wit after my mac meal,

a guy, wearing red, jeans, cap, below his eyes got scar de;

bang me& yun. is purposely de la, can c. is lyk, he bang liao should say sry, he didnt yet, he scolded sheela. is lyk, wth la. we all went out& he is gone! ah! du lan!!

den went to bugis met up wit jesmine- cousin, pei her buy her dress/ skirt @ street den took train down to tangs, wen we got tare e shop is closed! den we walked to lido den she tel me wan go far east, den after tt xiang play pool den went to parklane den can shun bian meet them, they asked me go down st george drink but, ii nvr!! so guai. (:

den pei cousin eat mac liao she wan go hm slp liao, den pei her go take cab.

den play 1game of pool den took cab back hm le. && my cab fare is super ex la, ii 4got take cab @ parklane got extra charge once ii got up e cab is alr. $6 liao le la! den wen ii reach hm is $9.40 leh. wa! lucky! ii still scared my $10 not enough lend $2 from yong xun. (:

got hm, quarrelled wit him,

to him: haix, ii now reali vry stress, all ii wanted is to b wit you. y is everything so difficult now? wo hen xin ku leh. ii nid you but wher r you? ii appreciate tt you spend your valentines' day wit me, but we're not tgt. you get wat ii mean? ii reali hope some1 will hug me, kiss me, hold my hand& walk wit me. wen will some1 ii love stay wit me during valentines' day? ii hope you'll b e 1 but, will you not? we keep struggled thru so much, yet y everything keep blocking our way? its not e 1st tyme anymore. ii reali hope will understand me. ii reali miss e tyme tgt, but will everything b back e same? ii hope it will. ii love you so much, haix! ii reali dunno wat ii can say anymore. promises tt you've made ii cant blive, but ii do blive it now, but ii reali vry scared. wat can ii do now? ii wan you back. haix! I LOVE YOU ALOT! REALI ALOT!

mood swing.. ):

2009-02-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

there're alot of things happened, & it makes me feel hurt, ii dk y tears keeps flowing down for nth for everyday& ii dk y ii always eat onli a meal everyday, is it cos ii've lose you? & ii dk y today ii super shag; haix. anw, ii'll tok abt things tt happened in skool.

tis is wat mr subra ask noah do afew days ago; he is a horny boy ii agree! he keep thinking abt sex, sex& sex. ah! watever. lols!
&& kumar

ii purposely took tis ugly face of him,
&& of cos he noe
& tis is wat he do;

yes, act cute! ee!!
anw, sry to those ppl b hind. lols!
sth make me my mood swing after ii took the last pic;
qun kai& jun wei. lols!

jux after ii took tis pic my fone dropped; ii was lyk oh fuck!!
&& my screen protector got 1 hole la. wtf!! ):
ii got 3 valentines' day present la, but all frm my girlfriends; no guys. ):
no guy wan me. lols!!
&& last but not least;
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY IN ADVANCE EVERYONE! (:

hope couples will last long.

hope some1 will give me rose tml la. lols!!

hope everything will b fine for all couples; quarrel doesn't solve anything although it made you

noe each other better but, it can cos sth even more serious den tt.

ii LOVE him, waiting to be yours 1day. (:

By Leyi :)

2009-02-12T19:40:00.001+08:00

Hi everybodeh, Ive hacked into Yuanz Linz's blog to change her skin, chio right!!! Okay this is a total random skin I found and I really like this alot. And Idk why Im not using for my blog -.-

Okay lame..

Anyway, I can't upload your picture up! Fuck, Idk why too, I will try to get it done asap. And you owe me a ciggy in return, tyvm :)

(Kidding lah ofcuz, duhhh)

May you success with your stupid plan ah! Haha.

ii'm afraid tt ii'll lose.

2009-02-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

ii'm afraid to let go, ii'm afraid to let everything cum to an end, ii'm afraid ii'll lose every1 now, ii'm afraid of everything now.. ii jux cant let go. ii reali nid you. will you b here for me not? ii dunno y, my tears jux keep flowing down, ii reali cant stop, perharps is ii'm too tired. ii jux dunno how to explain how ii feels now. ii tot tt as tymes goes by, ii'll 4got you, ii'll let go, but no. now, ii'm also afraid of losing any1 even my friends, my family, ii jux miss those tymes wen ii'm a small kid, ii dun nid to ting so much, ii dun nid to stress so much. ii hope to end everything now, but ii reali cant let go.. haix! ii'm now trying my best to cherish wat ii haf, but ii'm still vry scared, if every1 close to me jux disappear..

ii've seen tis pile of cards in the magazine, ii wonder wen will it b my turn to get those cards. ii hope ii'll get it real soon.

2009-01-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

ii do miss those memories tt we had tgt. no matter its sad, happy, jealous, crazy& many more. ppl tells me, as tyme goes by long, its no longer love anymore, its a responsible. ii do love, do care. do feel jealous& angry sometymes. you should noe y ii'm doing so much for you, ii do love you alot, ii do care for you, ii do regret tt ii treat you badly tt tyme, but ii do treat you better den wat ii do last tyme ya? we can last so long, ii reali do cherish e tyme wit you, try to understand me sometymes, ii noe you did. but you still nid to control your temper, ii noe you're reading, ii can tel you, ii cherish you more than wat ii do in e past le, y am ii so harsh sometymes? its bcos ii do care& love you alot. the love tt we've been through is not so simple for now, ii noe. its reali complicated now, all ii'll do now is, go wat my heart ask me to do. ii jux wanna a simple& blessed life, as long as ii'm happy wit some1 ii do love alot, ii'll b happy enough le.

2009-01-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

*expired foto*

ii hurt my leg jux now ok! but, its ok, some1 helped me wash my wound, help me clean my wound& even helped me put plaster, happy happy!~
anw, ii reali dun feel right tis days ii ting ii'm not onli physically sick, ii'm also mentally sick. haix. alot& alot of tings is happening tis few days, ii reali dunno how to start. ii jux wanna led a simple& happy life wit hu ii love. & not wit those ii dun love& is rich. love is blind, no1 can explain y. ii reali do love you alot. ii dunno y. if tings got to worst, ii'll jux back out. ii dun wanna a life to filled wit hatred& unhappiness, its not worth it @ all my as well back out& led a peaceful life of my own. but, wen you nid some1's shoulder to lean on, they'll nvr b tare for you until you found a new 1, but still nid tyme to get use to e life e new guy haf instead of wat you haf in e past. seiously, as tymes goes by, ii feel tt ii'm get used to those hurt le. its ok, ii'll jux cry for a couple of days& tt's all. ii still love, still care, dun reali trust much but, ii'll still b waiting, give me sometyme to cool down, give me sometyme to let go of those hurts in my heart.

2009-01-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

suddenly, ii've got e feeling to post. (:
anw, those r my pics wen ii'm a baby! (:
those memories keep running thru my mind while ii'm looking thru those baby pics. losing my grandma 3-4 years ago, losing contact wit cousins as we all went to diff. skool, & its been long since we all gathered @ hougang tgt. ii reali miss those memories tt we had tgt, those smiles tt we had tgt, those laughter, those fun. ii reali miss everything now! ii reali should treasure everything b4 its too late. yes, ii've lost my grandma& it makes me feel regretted tt ii've treat her badly in e past. ii've lost a guy tt ii reali love, reali reali love! ii'm reali trying to treasure him now, but will he knows? ii hope he will. ii reali miss those memories. e more ii ting, e more ii regret! ii miss mum carrying me in her arms, trying to make me fall aslp, ii miss my childhood memories, ii reali wish ii can b in e past rite now, ii dun haf to ting so much& dun haf to worry tt tings will happen& so on.. ii wish, ii wish but, its reali too late now. haix!

2008-12-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

the memories tt you've left bhind! ii reali miss you alot! e way you say ii love you, e way you say ii miss you, e way you say ii'll b yours forever, e way you hug me, e way you dote me, e way you spoil me. ii reali miss every single month, every single day, every single min, every single sec wit you my dear! ii miss you alot!!

2008-12-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

ii've been working in my dad shop for days! & ii'm gonna take my pay soon!! yea!!!
met yun jux now, she look tann-ed now lo. lols! anw, ii'm alrite now friends! ii love you all! (:

2008-11-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

friends, thx for everything! reali love you guys alot! its ok la. its over, ii ting let it over? ii dunno lurh. seriously, still love him alot. haix! watever! tkc every1! ii love you guys!

2008-11-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

although, it is all ended den, ii ting let it end ba, although now ii still love you alot. ii ting if you wanna end it den as you wish ba. ii onli wanna say, love cannot b forced. ii noe you still love& care. but ii dunno y you wan lyk tt. but, nvm lurh.. over den over lurh. perharps break is e best solution ba. tkc! ii juz wanna you to b happy tt's all. ii juz wanna tel you, dun smoke too much, dun eat those hot stuff. dun eat too much spicy food, dun get into fights& cases anymore, drink more plain water, cough or sick muz drink herbal tea ii'm not tare to buy for you anymore. rmb, anything ting of your family, ii wun b tare to stop you from going out @ late nite le. but, still haf to b careful! anything jux give me a cor or jux msg me. tkc ba! ii'll try to let go. love ya!

e past memories!*

2008-11-15T02:56:00.000+08:00

juz now had some arguments wit him, broke up after tt. but, now ok le! yes! but, my eyes not ok lei. swollen till super big can. but, nvm lurh. since he ask for patch. lols!~
currently, toking to leyi, she say ii'm her sunshine leh! & she say tt she's my cloudy.. lols! anw, thx to friends tt haf care& concern. reali thx.. ii now jux feel abit tired, but ii wanna wait for him to go hm, den slp. so gd rite? haha! vry hard to find tis type of gf de hor. so, baby, you better cherish me. lols.. anw, sry tt ii've promised to go out wit you in e end nvr.. cos, reali no1 tkc of them. ps ps.. actuali, ii feel tt ii'm bcuming a small kid after crying so much. wo xiang hug some1 reali tight! but, now ii onli can hug my pillow, cos its e onli ting wit me! ok lurh.. end here le. muz update often.. ltr ppl keep asking me update den miss me alot ar.. haha!

2008-11-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

ytd dad bought a com& a laptop. went to hougang mall @ around 11-12+ after dad bring my bro to skool. ii was dam cold ytd, fall sick liao.. haiyo. keep walking around wit a small kid jacket. ii keep thinking, will ppl laugh me? but, ii dun care lurh. since ii'm cold lyk hell. lols. ii ting my top up card will burst ar.. cant go out den stay @ hm rot, msg baby, a day we can sent up to 100+ msg lo. tok to baby on fone @ nite he's reali cute! around 12+ still go out, but keep call me pei wo tok. haha! tis bf go wher find? haha! he pei me tok till 3+ den slp leh. anw, ii had a happy 11th months anni wit baby, walk to bugis keep playing around, reali had lots of fun. lols. thx honey, its a wonderful day out tgt.. wish ii could b so happy everyday! didnt take foto cos, ii nowadays keep thinking tt ii look ugly..
to baby: you c ii cant go out now. but, ii can still rmb all those sweet memories tgt. thx alot! ii reali appreciate it lots!

2008-08-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

wanted to update my blog abt tt fat ass but my com was down! haiis! trying my best to find com.. finally, my aunt hurs! yes!!
anw, back to tt fat ass topic! she's getting too over. yes, ii admit tt ii said you in class. you're b cuming daring& cum scold me hor.. oh!! ii vry scared ar!! how? she scold me ar.. juz bcos
ii : ah fat! hey you noe hor leyi dy msg me, ah fat ltr ii tel you sth..
she : shut up la!
ii : eh! ii nvr say you leh ccb! you not happy you cum la!
she: cum la!
kokwai : wa! juz now is she say cum la de ar?
ii : ya la!! den hu? arbo ii walk tare la.
leyi : you her dog ar? she ask you go you go ar?
gavin& justin den walk pass..
ii : hey gavin!! go canteen le... cb.. e fat gal cor me shut up den cor me go leh.. lets go la! ltr ppl say ii hum..
gavin : wat happen?
told her e story.......
gavin, justin& me den walk outside canteen, saw sz.. while ii'm telling her e story, e chicken keep c c, ii feel lyk telling her, hey, you c wat? not happy cum onli la. but! ii didnt cos give them face lurh.. she was lyk eh.. lets go la!! ii'm dam fucking hot can!
ii tok to her, hey, ii nvr say you leh! ii say dy's msg you wan ii show you not? she was lyk diam diam touch her dog hair.. den say, you in class nvr say me meh? ii say ii tok to sz cannot ar? she diam diam.. den ii say fuck la lets go la! walking away& shout go my hurs drink bak kut teh soup ar! den walk back meet leyi. she say, dun tio wit tis kind of ppl. ii tio also ii wrong.. fuck de.. shall end here lurh.. update more wen ii got info& wen ii got com..

2008-07-07T13:11:00.000+08:00

vry fast, another 8days is exam, tml is our 7th month anni& 6more days is my bday.
baby, we've been through lots of up& down. ii reali wish there'll b less quarrels. there will haf but nort everyday ya? anw, 8more days& ii haven even started my study!! ohya, &another ting, if tt fat person wanna delete me from his/her list den go ahead ii also dun1 c he/she. he/she is lyk dam fucking fat tot ppl wanna c her meh? anw, now is tt person do wrong 1st. ii didnt even wanna find prob wit tt fat ass, ii noe ii'll let baby into difficulties. anw, ii saw tt person ytd, e hair... ar!~ dun wanna say. juz act lyk 1 kind onli. lots& lots of tings happen but juz lazy to update. keep hanging out wit gavin& we go for band ok!! so guai! lols. ii nid to study reali hard le. ii dun wanna retain. ii ting ii end here.. ii'll update wen ii feel lyk it(?) maybe.. duno. lols. love baby&MSG lots!

2008-04-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

oh! band is killing me!! its dam bored& ii feel tt ii'm juz slacking tare den wat's e point going? ii rather go dc lo, its better den going band can! no matter wat e teachers do ii also wun go de, ii find it stupid can! y band nid to march& all? isn't it wasting of tyme? ohya! heard from mastura tt band is going to haf a camp& its compulsory& its 3days 2nite! ii'm nort going! its a torture lo! stupid dam band!~ haiiya! ii dunno wat to say le. ii ting ii'll end here ba..

2008-04-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

its 4th month wit baby ytd! finally! lols! juz love him! &&& today kena caught, nvr go band! stupid lo! nvm! e most dc nia! dc, dc, dc! haiis! skool onli noe dc den wat else? oh ya! ii'm wondering, y ng noe so many tings abt me& him? he even asked me! ... but, nvm he noe den noe lo maybe he so interested in ppl de relationship.. ii juz skip band today, e most dc tomoro.. haiis. actuali, ii can even laugh wen ng tok to me sia, ii dunno y. whatever! oh ya! & alot& alot of tings r happening& going to happen in skool sia. lols. ii juz love today after geog lols. its dam funny can! ok nvm.. ii'll end here..
To baby: no matter wat happens or wat will happen to us, ii'll juz bear wit everything de. juz try to keep your PROMISE! NO MORE EMPTY PROMISE K? ii'll trust you de no matter wat. cos, ii reali reali love you lots. ii'm sry to hurt you in e past, ii'm sure ii've made it clear for you juz now le ya? no matter wat, ii'll keep my promise de! ii love you!

2008-04-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

ii hate camp!!~
ii'm sunburn-ed! darn ugly can!
but quite fun disturbing ppl, e Indian ting wit gavin& sera was fun. but, ii didn't knock into e gal! regretted lo! but, 4get it lo.. its alr. over! (:
got to golden mile wit baby, eat (its lyk been ages tt ii've not eat sth nice! lols.), buy ting den go hm. keep on wanting to buy food! & baby juz give me e same old line! but nvm! he gave me e surprise! OMG!~ ii'm juz darn shock seeing tt lo.
although, its not our anni today but, you juz give me a shock after seeing your surprise! thx baby! ii reali appreciate it! no matter we quarrel cos of small ting or keep on quarreling everyday, ii'll not give up on our relationship easily, cos, ii reali onli love you!

2008-03-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

my blog is rotting.. maybe, ii'll let it rot den.. ii reali cant ting of anything to update le..
tis few days is cos of tt ...... accepted her name tt is known as bytch*?! watever!~ ii'm still nort happy ii can admit!~ feel lyk slapping her again.. ii dun c any point of you slapping me wit a f* dumb reason. although baby keeps on saying me dumb but nort as as her can! stupid can! abit onli ah lian.. whoo!! smoking also ah lian ar? ... oh! funfair lei.. perharps ii can get alot of $ cos of tis funfair! & ii regret sth ok! ii'm so dumb can.. @ nite den rmb wat to say.. ii was lyk oh dear! ii stupid lei should say sth.. ii ting dun mention in blog ltr ppl say ii say sth in blog ar.. den wanna say we all le!! ohh.. wateveerr!!! ii should slap you e 1st tyme de ok! gong jiao wei kena slap but ii juz let you go& let e ting sua.. you ting ii'll happy ma? you say me 2tymes ii say you 1tyme ii kena slap 1tyme but you also 1tyme ii'm f* buay song can! but watever la they say case close den let it close but, ii can say if ii knew tt you were lyk tt in e past, ii rather dun haf any friends lo.. ii dun nid such a f* friend can! if you were me, you also wun b happy de la.. cb.. you say anyhow say ppl can, ppl say you cannot. dun you find it darn wat?! & ii'm nort wit you guys for lyk from e starting of e year can! ii'm always wit baby k! 1st tyme de ting ii'll find you out cos, ii'm always wit baby. am ii wit you guys from e start? ii'm nort ok! ii'm alr. tolerating all tis tis lo.. 4get it la.. ii dun ting you give a dam too.. smoke smoke smoke ohh! gd ting!! ii'm nort smoking anymore! its killing me can.. although, ii find it fun but its nort after tt k! better nort smoke if you're intending to smoke! ohh, ii love my sweet baby can! ii reali love him, although we keep on quarrel.. lols. but he's still e best among e best! ohh, abt SK! he tot ii reali love him can! he msg me; ii love you; ii miss you; yl you say you love me now ii here jio you you mai reply; if you reply me now ii monday go sit wit you; pls give me a ans wen you open your fone ty. yuanlin if you want me b your bf sms& tok wit me let me noe abt you can? ii be waiting for your reply 3days wun c you ii will miss you de lei so dun make me sad lei reply my sms onli! say hi to me ii also happy liao; yl ii love your smile =) ; wo ai ni ke yi reply wo ma? ohh! & he's sitting wit leyi today, ii wanna lyk act 1 sad 1 den say ii cry.. he was lyk you got cry meh? y your eyes nort red de? den ii was lyk act 1 dao kia nvr hear him, den he keep on asking me y nvr reply his msg, ii was lyk.. dunno la.. actuali wanna say, y muz reply you? you ting ii reali love you meh? but nvr la.. stupid baby dun wanna pei he abit act in front of him. nvm ii'm gonna do it MYSELF! lols. oh 1 more ting, ii was lyk walking wit brendan to e stairs den saw SK den juz nice ii juz left baby onli den ii walk back& eh ii love you. den baby they all disturb can go say SK wat, y you go bao to my name? all tt but ii can say he's fun ok! he wun stop msging you de.. my fone keep on ringing ok.. is lyk darn fan can. ii'm gonna tel him ii dun love him @ all on mon ba.. but baby nort going to skool due to some prob.. but ii'll settle wit SK myself.. baby say its gonna break his heart ltr he go tel mr ng ii break his heart or watever shit but... ii dun care, ng also noe we stead ii ting he will say SK de lo.. he abit onli bao to.. stupid can! if you guys wanna noe more abt SK ask me personally, ii'll let you c all his sms!!! ii ting ii end everything here! baby; MSG, ii love you guys!

2008-01-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

ii seriously miss baby! cant msg him& all... is lyk!!!!! killing me can?! no fone!!! y is she lyk tt? so nort understanding!! dun tel me you didnt stead wen you're @ my age! is lyk.. ii'm dam fcuking du lan la. ii'm lyk having probation now! y? you're lyk locking me up lyk a bird in e cage! y cant you ting of me? wat if you're me? will you b happy abt it? keep on nagging, controlling me& ..... ii'm a human! nort a bird being locked up lyk your pet!~

To baby:

ii seriously juz miss you! ii miss e tyme ii tok to you, ii miss e tyme you hold my
hand, e tyme you hugged me, e tyme you say jokes to me, e tyme you say ii love you. ii reali cherish everyday ii'm wit you. ii'm reali juz feel bad abt it nort toking to you. its hurting you& me ii noe! baby, ii'll try to let tis end quickly! ii reali wanna you to tok to me, hold my hand, hug me, say jokes to me& tell me tt you love me! baby, ii reali love you! ii reali reali do! baby, although it will b quite a long tyme of hurting but ii'll still love you as much ii hope you will too! I LOVE YOU!

2008-01-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

ii reali reali hate my bastard sister! she's reali darn bastard! ii asked dear to buy top up card give her she dun even lend me her darn fcuking f0ne, she juz sabo me lyk hell! ii hate her! ii reali reali hate her! ah! watever! she's a bastard anw. my lovely boyfriend, took e ring today. he also lend me fone( if she wanna sabo after she read tis post den go ahead!) ii'm darn angry wit her now! ii wun give her anything gd nxt tyme! dun ask for more frm me nxt tyme! DIDN'T GORT MY FONE FOR ABT 3days! 4get it den if mum is nort gonna give me back den tt's it! haiiya! actuali, ii felt tt mum was alr. she brought me out for shopping today, but ii dun understand y she wanna control me& all. haiis. if she gonna control me, ii ting ii leaving lo! ii'm darn angry liao. so wat if ii haf boyfriend?! it isn't a big deal wat. so wat? he cares for me, he love me! den? ii noe you all do too but.. dun you find you guys too overboard?!

2008-01-26T10:49:00.000+08:00

Is nort tt ii wanna go away from hm is juz tt ii dun wanna bring stressness& unhappyness to every1 in e family... haiis.. if ii'm giving you guys all tis sadness& all. I ting ii should take my leave lo.. ii noe ii did wrongly tis tyme but.. haiis nvm la.. ii'm also always tolerating all those scoldings from you guys.. leaving hm is nort his idea is mine! ii noe you guys feel tt he's s bad, naughty, ah beng& all sots but, he isn't! he's caring& all .. ii noe he love me alot.. ii feel tt relationship is 2 person's ting wat if ii break 2 lovely couple apart? ii noe you'll understand how ii feel if you're me. ii reali love him, y cant you all let me b? if you reali ting tt my friends r teaching me bad tings, they're nort.. they r abit playful but, they're nort those type of bad company.. if wat other ppl says let you blive 'em, let you lose face den ii'll leave! ii wun let you lose face den.. ii dun drag you all down.. if to you all ii'm useless!den let it b ba...

2007-12-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

ytd, met up wit yun @ 4-5+ den went t0 take s0me f0t0s. after tt met up wit dear, xing& nat.
but, xing went hm& bath, change shirt 0r watever den meet us again. nat t0ld us al0t 0f st0ries while waiting f0r xing. after xing came& meet up wit us, nat g0 hm c0s, her aunty 0r hu bday..
den went t0 viv0 wit 'em. slack wit 'em den ltr saw andrew den we slack t0k play all tt till 9+ g0ing t0 10. den xing& dear went hm. den, went d0wn t0 0rchard wit guanha0, andrew, keejin& y0ngki0ng* (a friend tt juz n0e ytd) den we meet up wit sam... den we walked everywhere& anyh0w spray ppl, ii'm dam high l0. n0rt lyk wen we're @ viv0. den we walk walk walk till abt 3+ den yun& me went hm. OMG! my cab fare is ex. den reached hm t0k t0 yun& dear. till 4+ den ii slp. ok g0nna p0st pics tt ii took.

shall update m0re nxt tyme..

2007-12-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

tis m0rning, actuali wanna g0 sk0ol de but in e end ii g0rt s0re eyes!
its killing me! its e 1st tyme ii g0rt s0re eyes can y0u imagine?!
ii'm g0nna g0 back f0r band real s0on.. ii haf n0rt been g0ing band f0r ii ting 3weeks.
ii ting ii'm g0nna update t0nite 0r sth ba.. sry f0r n0rt updating f0r s0 l0ng.
ii've haf been bz making c0okies& muffins f0r selling. tag me if y0u wanna buy. (:

2007-10-07T00:53:00.001+08:00

juz upl0ading s0me pics tt ii t0ok tt tyme 0n teachers day& e dinner e nxt few days ii think.

bel0w r pics ii t0ok wit bytch. during dinner.

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bel0w r all th0se ii t0ok 0n teachers' day!

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